12:10 am...jUne 23, 2005

OkAY....so if no one know..umMm YEAP i've been married for about 3 months now!!^^ interesting huh? well life is okay..its not that bad...besides the sitting around doin nothin part..haha.;..but other than that.its ok...KU YANG>..haha...now im MRS. YANG...weird huH? lOL....welL don noe wat else to say so BYE!!^^**mUaHz

..:5:41p.m:..feEliNg: bOrEd. yET cONtEnt. reMiNisciNg

weLL..i'vE beEn gonE foR thE lasT fEw daYs now!...its beEn so extremely fun! aniwais.uMmmMm i'vE beEn in fresno wid mah kew cousins. kathy and nancY! they are awesome! loL fresno is coo..but only if u go out..i've actually never done anything like this b4..but we actually got to go out!^^

sO thiS is HOw it wenT....: we went to new years on sunday.because i got the chance to spend the nite. which was awesome considering the fact that my parents never let me spend the nite at their house alone. aniwais...YEaH we spent the nite and went to new years the  next day. OMg...i dressed up in something my auntie had bought and it was the most beautiful outfit...hehe i liked it. aniwais. yeah..after new years we went to the maLL...and after that we went to PARADISE...hehhe...its a restaurant.....WHAT DID u THIN it  wAS? hahha aniwais. hehe..to make things short >> i hit up on 2 groups of guys at the restaurant cause i wasnt eatin n got bored, -n- met like 20 guys in one nite. we also went to kick it wid them but they were kinda weird so we left. then some guys visited my cousin. and turns out they liked me more. ew.but i was bein shady. LOL thats messed up but o well they were kinda fobby. then 8 other guys came that nite toO! damn cRAzy asS foOs i swear. it was cool..but at times they were assholes.hehe...aight...i had a crazy weeK so far.

PLANS?: welL...the only reason why i came home from fresno is because i have to go to a dentist apnt on tuesday. so YAh.then maybe WED. or THUR. i'll go bak...hehe..it'll b coOl. aight..this b it........mY FUN lifE has temporarily ended.haha and thats y im bak on the NET! hahahahhaa...aight latas yall!^^

...:11:02a.m.:...feElInGs: pAiN!!.

hEy..HAhAHhaa...aniwais....lOl...pain? lemMe  anSweR that question ...haha .... mY bRO JUX KNeed me in the thigh ...im sick ...nose hurts... cOugHiN.... hehe..but im OKaY!hehe....aniwais......OMG

okAy...i ACTUALLY got to go to val's DEBU!!^^ so exciting! i swear...it was awesome....the dance..watchin THEm dance...the flowers... the candles... the cake was goOd toO...-N- geTtinG tO sPend tiME wiTh mY baby...hehe...we alwaYs get mad at each other like every ten min. but we make up so fast! hhaha ITS hiLARIOUS! oNE time: i got mad at him. and i turned the other way. 2 min later he's alL like "babe dont b mad at me!" i was like : "HUH? oh YEAH! im supposed to b mad at u! hehhe i forGOT!" hahhaha that was the stupidest shit evER! i serisoudly forgot that i was mad at him..so obviously i WASNT mad animore. weLl we came homE at 10 & dropPed OfF MARVIN. hehe him and alona are together now. its SOoOO cute!^^

weLl....can't wait for new years to come around...in about a week or so..plus this week is merced's..so YAH...weLl..yEAh...g2g now! bye!^^

....:5:49p.m.:.....feEliNgS: hYpeR. hApPY.

weLl....mY bAbY iS heA wItH mE..hehhe.....we"rE haViN fuN. i gUEss...hE b trIpPin...buT it'S cUte sOmEtiMes...i'M sTiLl  tAlkin to aLbEe...soOooO iono...he'S suCh a gOod frEn....aniwAiS.....

wE hAd oUr cHriStMas thIng toDay..iT tUrneD ouT oKAy considering the faCt tHaT i Had a soRe thRoat and everything. hadda sing like 5 songs...and dang...it was tiring...foOD was Okay...auDiEnce was sMalLeR than usuAl...but it waS OkAY.... hopefuLlY i gEt to go to VAL'S daybu tomOrROw....it seEms like its gonNA be fUN! so Yah..aniwais...mah minds a lilo ofF rite now n dont noe wat to say..so latAS!^^ loVin maH babY kuku......muah muah muahz...xoxoxooxoxoox crystaL

..:8:44 p.m.:..moOd: aWkWaRd.sAd.cOnfUsEd.yet hApPy

oKaY.wElL, liFe has beEn a bit awkward lately. my "ex" jux knows how to make everything so much worse for me! sometimes i feEl likE he's so selfish! dang...but iono...schOol isnt' alL that bad-n- wHat makes things worse is the fact that i did not make it into the varsity tEaM. gOsh...depresSing but i suPpose its oKay...

aNiwaiS, my "ex" wants to come over toNitE! omg...dang...iono wat to do aboUt that! he wont let go of me! and quite frankly, i think that i have a little too many memories with him to let him go..but iono wat to do...dang...a person can't help how they feel tho. aniwais...there's jux a lotta drama goin on. we'lL seE how i hang in theA.